irateirateirateirateirate.

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"I miss fucking you"

"WHAT?!"

"I miss hugging you?"

"oh..."

hahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

It's been a wonderful 11 days HAHAHA..

3 Days until Christmas...and I am so broke.

Sadly.

At least I'm working tomorrow.

Sadly.

If only money would fall down on the sky upon me.

In fluttering notes, of course, so as to not get crushed.

Surprising results for units this semester - well one, anyway.

I should go to class more often.

Nerd it up (:

Really looking forward to having the house back to myself again (+ parents + brother).

Too many houseguest for too long!

But, it has been fun I suppose.

For some reason I'm not really looking forward to going to Singapore in January.

Okay, well I am, but not very.

Not that there's no one to see there, but I actually want to stay in Perth this time.

2011 is around the corner and it's time for New Year's Resolutions.

Those things that get thrown away after a couple of weeks.

Such as, "I'm going to go running 5 days a week this year!"

"I'm going to lose 1kg every month!"

"I'm going to score HDs on all my units!"

"I'm going save money this year!"

"I'm going to become a pole dancer this year!"

...well maybe not that last one.

In my case it will be "I'm going to attend class the year!"

And my new year's resolution will last longer than most.

Approx 1 month and 3 weeks.

Because univeristy doesn't start till 1 month and 2 weeks after the new year.

Happy Holidays ^^

I just realised something.

I'm incredibly stupid.

Wow.

Did not see..

Wait, I did.

Yep, saw that one coming.

Over and out.



Almost a month long since I've last been on here.

That would have to do with the fact that my laptop finally breathed its last breath after my cousin cracked it on the floor. Nice.

Thankfully, that problem has been rectified - even if it did take 3 weeks or so to be solved.

Was in Singapore for a week due to grandfather's passing. First time something like that has happened to me. It was an experience, to put it mildly.

I guess I've never really had put much thought to it before and taken all my grandparents forgranted. Even after everything that has happened, what he did and what he didn't do (and I know everyone has definitely had a hard time of it for many years) people remember him for the best points of his character.

Which I think is very important. But, hey, that's just me.

Onto other matters.

I've been baking a lot recently. Almost everyday, in fact. My family should be slightly high in their sugar intake in the last few weeks. Haha.

I guess cooking is a good way to relax and relieve boredom. For me, anyhow. I believe it creates a lot of frustration and irritation for some others =3

Haix.

Confused, again. Yes? NO? YES? No.

or maybe YeS and nO?

perhaps it's - akljesfhiuwebrjk,wef. Which seems more likely, actually.

At least I can claim ignorance of a nonsensical language. Which is what seems to be the prevalent mode of communication to me.

If only I could read minds.

My mind would say - snap out of it, bakka.

That's one mind that I can read. Haix.

Too many drawn similarities although they claim to be different.

I thought I promised myself no more not doing what I don't really want to do?

How am I still persuaded?

Weak minded.

Want to go clubbing. At least there is mindless self indulgence at its best.

In other news, BYE BYE to Htet for two months :'(
She'll be away, then I'll be away. Last bubble tea meet up last night at Myaree.

This semester has gone so quickly. I can't believe we met up almost everyday this semester! More than usual. Must be - more in common. HaHaHa <3

Cheers to the photographer (:



did I have to go and get sick the week before exams!

My head feels like it's got a huge weight on it.

Slept from 12am - 8pm yesterday.

So feeling better because of that but still a bit under the weather =/

Can't wait until these exams are over - super stress.

On the bright side, everything else seems to be going pretty smoothly.

Hopefully it will stay that way.

Mixed signals again, hm.

Sometimes I wonder what the hell I'm doing.

Honestly, I have no clue.

Just take it as it comes I suppose...

When you know you did something you already told yourself not to do.

And the next day...

I should really follow the rules more closely - especially after I agreed with it.

More accurately, I should really follow through with it.

Points for F/T.

It's like reverse psychology - all those talks we had about it ended up with the opposite result.

Weird considering it was all right before those conversations.

What can I say, I'm a contrary person.

But this time with a disatrous effect.

On me, not anybody else.

 A seemingly weird conversation in the following days did not help at all.

Immerse myself in study.

For some reason it feels like Tuesday.

[Tuesday in 20 minutes]

Felt like I went around the entire day thinking it's Tuesday.

My inner mind does not like Mondays apparently.

Exams coming around the corner and it's a disaster.

Working at the WACA is super hectic.

Tiring. As. Shit.

Although, I'm not sure how shit is tiring.

Worked for approx 6 hours and then watched the last 20 minutes of the game.

Planning to go Melbourne either first or second week of December to visit Keith.

Tickets are really cheap at the moment actually.

Just hinges on whether I can convince other people to go.

I don't fancy going alone.

Plane ride would be boring xD

- Melbourne

- Studying

-Tuesday and Friday nights

-The RULE of fwbrs.

Out

- Perth

- Not Studying

- Every other night

~♥~

3 weeks till exams and I haven't even done anything!

Major stress ~

I haven't even attended lecture which means I have so much to catch up on =/

If only downloading the information into my brain was all I needed to do.

But, what use is all that information if I don't know how to apply it to the *stupid* question.

On a side note - 

Been slightly confused lately.

Getting weird vibes and mixed signals.

One night it's like this and the next morning it's like that.

How am I even supposed to keep up?

You change your mind more often than you change your clothes.

But nothing to major to worry about --

Time to STUDY...

But,

sleep first.

I haven't even been doing anything much this entire week, and I'm still so tired every night.

Sapphire last night was also tiring =/

I haven't clubbed for so long in ... so long.

So long being approximately 4 weeks.

All in all, a good night. 

Especially the part where I crashed into my own bed in the morning.

Sadly, I was forced to wake up and go to work.

aldjkfkljghkjndg.

I really need to start studying for the exams.

I don't even know anything.

My own fault but .. still.

Haiz.

I miss you.

- penpen -

Last assignment for the semester: Complete

 Time to start focusing on exam study!

That'll be the day I actually start studying for exams more than 1 day in advance.

Bikini Shopping - Saturday

Beach Outing - Sunday

Baking Session - Monday.

It's going to be a 'B' weekend.

An interesting bet was made today.

We shall see who wins.

You make me laugh.

I laughed at your expense.

Ha ha ha.

I'm so mean xP

Way to go with a big dose of insecurity.

I never learn, do I?

Somethings are better left unsaid

unseen 

 and unspoken.

Once it's been left to unleash its fury upon my mind, only your arms can take it away.

So wrap me up in your warm embrace.

Dance with me until the sun comes up.

And I'll whisper those words to you,

just as you do to me.

So quiet that no one can hear it.

But you'll read my eyes,

and I'll read yours.

And we'll smile in our own world,

because there's no need for words

when your look says it all.

It's great, it really is.

I guess it was never really broken to begin with, just sleeping.

But, it feels good. Interesting. Exciting.

Seriously thinking about going to Singapore when next semester starts.

Just go there and study and see how things turn out. 

Already planning to go back soon and get my IC done so I can go straight in without waiting to apply for student visa and everything.

I guess the hard part is leaving the people here.

Then again, it's not like I have noone in Singapore either.

Almost 6am and I still can't sleep.

Well, I know the reason why xD

My own fault.

Now I'm scared to sleep because I won't wake up.

If only every problem was that easy.

You really were what I thought you were in the beginning.

Proven correct once again.

Lesson: Learnt

You have no idea how to deal with them.

And then you do the exact opposite of what you want.

Purpose: Forgotten.

It's so hard to let go.

But I know I should.

Haix.

Stupid Assignment.

...for sure.

40% Assignment due on Friday.

4 Days time.

Actually, it's more like 3 and a half because it's due at noon.

Nothing out of the supposed 5 pages that I am meant to have written by then.

I thought that criminal law was supposed to be the interesting unit and torts the boring one.

Instead, it's the other way around.

I miss Singapore.

The carefree time.

Hanging around everyday.

No waking up early.

No assignments.

No class.

No stress.

Plus, the food is cheap >.^

Maybe I was just deluding myself.

It seems a very likely possibility at this point in time.

I guess that is only reasonable, given the circumstances.

Yup, definitely deluding myself...

I should be feeling some kind of emotion, right?

To all those little situations that suddenly like to spring out at random points in time.

Rather like a rabbit emerging from its' burrow. 

A cute thought.

Let's not get sidetracked, shall we?

It should be something like;

Anger? Jealousy? Annoyance? Sadness?  Depressive? Anxious?

I should be;

Angry? Jealous? Annoyed? Sad? Depressed? Slightly perturbed?

And yet, nothing. Nada. Zip. Nil. Zero. Zilch.

Okay, I guess there is something - but it's so insignificant and miniscule that I wonder is it because I think I should be feeling something - or because I truly feel that way.

What a goose chase.